430am daily special

Sigh, taking care of babies really not easy.


It must b my retribution. i have a easy pregnancy and a surprisingly relatively easy c-sec so when it comes to taking care of baby, i am really at her mercy. Though i have my mum and maid to help out, but i am quite hands-on. My mum will come by in the morn to bathe the baby and cook for me. After which, she will go back to take care of my niece and i will be left alone with the baby and the maid. As i am quite particular, i didnt let the maid help with the baby yet. i handle everything myself from feeding, making her sleep as well as changing diapers. Life is hard. :P

At nite it's worse... she literally treat me like a pacifier. She wakes up every other hour demand to be fed. Suckle for a few minutes, she will fall asleep not feeling full. After a few moments, she will "eh-eh" again and demand to be put on my breasts. I feel so much like a cow... Moo....inbetween all these feeds, we still need to change diapers for her. Poor hubby, i am sure he must be quite tire out especially he still needs to work the next day. The last feed at 430am is the worst. After feeds, her eyes will be wide-opened staring at us... demand to be carried and rocked... :( i've been waking up so early... boo-hoo.....worse than working man.....

Told my mum i am only going to have one kid.. dun think i can make it another round. Dun think i have so much patience... :( Sigh....

PS: gave my gal a nickname; "Xiao-Huang"... cos' of the jaundice, she looks quite yellow... heehee...