Guilty

Sigh... worked late yesterday. My official working time is 9am but i am often in office by 815pm and will try to leave by 630pm everyday. Unfortunately yesterday, i had to stay late.

My company is migrating to new system and yesterday was a key deadline. I have to ensure APJ is ok before i leave. Hence i only manage to leave the office at 8pm. When i reach home it was almost nine and Athena was falling asleep. Partly, she only had one long nap yesterday compared to her usual 2.

We brought her back and within minutes, she fell asleep. This morning, i had to rush to work as i have a conf call at 8am. She's awake and i can sense that she wants me to carry her. I didnt. Partly becos' i knew she wont let me go if i did and i will even feel more guilty.

On the way to work, i felt really sad... i dun usually feel this way. Mayb i am growing strong attachment to her and guilt at not spending enough time with her .....

Sigh, woes of a working mum....